Tuesday, October 3

Im just feeling totally the same way like how my friend feels.
you know.
make mistakes, forgive, make mistakes again.
after everything has happened,
I cant help it but question myself if there would be a friend who would be that kind to you.
I mean after everything that has happened and stuff,
the person would hate you to I dont know what extent
and obviously like why should I be so nice to you?
now I cant help but question if anyone in this world can really be trusted.
all of us only care for ourselves.
it is human nature to defend yourself first.
chilhood lovers and friends forever only lasts in dramas i believe.
the feeling of being betrayed and used.
thinking about it further would only cause me to go mad.
maybe a perfect life doesnt exist.
because we are too smart and we are so good in creating the non-perfect life now.
it just makes me wonder if it pays to be kind.

like some woman who has nothing better to do than to get paranoid for nothing.
when they do get paranoid over the matter, they would still deny such a thing.
telling you stuff that makes them SOUND so great and they are like SAINTS.
putting you down like you are some arrogant and unsympathethic woman.
behaving sometimes like a kid when she is probably a well grown woman.
as if she has nothing better to do than to suspect this and that.
if you dont trust a person, what more is there to a friendship?
then why dont both of you just be acquaintances?
why do you want to go through so much together?
doesnt even make sense at all.
you dont even appear to be like what you say you are.
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN* ;
12:05 AM

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